valve: TObz (
http://theoccult.bz) is definitely a private tracker. Sometimes it opens up for new users, and visiting the site without logging in sometimes shows various methods you can use to get an account there (though at the moment it's invite-only).
Because it (and other related TBZ sites) are private, they involve strict ratio systems and conduct in the forums. Be here at ConCen for a while, get a decent ratio, offer some positive posts in the forums here, and those of us with invites will be happy to get you in. You'll probably find material here of interest as well, since ConCen hosts a fair variety of topics both on the tracker and the forums.
I had a quick check, and TObz has some torrents by HBI - core and foundation teachings, Akashic Records and "Dimensions Walk With Me" (how to open yourself up to hidden realities). So you're definitely heading in the right direction.
By the way, if you haven't already, check TPB and Demonoid as they both have some torrents with huge numbers of occult-related files. Digimob immediately comes to mind. But maybe
http://www.demonoid.me/files/details/1558927/55892690/ would be useful to you - I don't know how much of the material in that is freely downloadable from the HBI site.
And welcome to ConCen.
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