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Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
10-08-2006, 11:22 AM,
#1
Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
I really am, life was just better. I was happier, I could keep jobs longer cause I did not have that I DONT GIVE A FUCKING SHIT FACE!!
Chicks dug me more cause I had that sorta funky smile(probably thought I was on weed). The worst thing could happen to me and I was( O well fuck it!!) I would go out and buy some shit and it would make me soooo fucking happy. Now I am one sorry piece of shit. I have lost like 5 fucking jobs this year because of my SHIT FACE. I was like assistant manager at one place and the fucking manager kept repeating the core values of this particular corporation. I was like thinking to myself what a fucking idiot mind controlled asshole. Stupid fuck does not know that he does not mean jack shit to this fucking CORPORATION besides some fucking digits on some fucking computer screen. Fucking asshole was a Venezuelan wet back that should have stayed in his country and sucked Chaves's dick! Shit I was there like a MAN to make my money CAPITALIST style not to put up with any GAY shit about fucking core values or any other shit. FUCK we are fucking little fucking hamsters in a little fucking hamsters tread mill never going anywhere.


FUCK THE FUCKING FEDERAL RESERVE!!

LOVE WEYLAND!!
In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal.

As a reputed atheist, the reverential nature of his film was surprising, but Pasolini himself said &If you know that I am an unbeliever, then you know me better than I do myself. I may be an unbeliever, but I am an unbeliever who has a nostalgia for a belief.&


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10-08-2006, 02:22 PM,
#2
Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
For what it's worth Weyland here's my too cents.

You've got knowledge that most people don't and won't have -an understanding of the way the world really is behind all the fake veneer that's reinforced by media crap.

Part of you says " man this is fucked and I don't buy for a minute" and part of you says " fuck how can I participate in this fucked world of I don't have my wits about me".

If it's any help, figure out what is really important, and then what you need to do to get to where what you are doing matches up with what you feel and know to be right.

If it means getting some meds to sort out fitting in earn income so that you can have the things like food and shelter and electricity and net service to stay plugged into concen, maybe that's what you do.

Realize your not selling out to the system, you're just working inside it for now to work it so you can get to the point where you can cut your dependency on the system and the meds that help you operate in it.

In that bipolar vid with Stephen Fry who was struggling with the issue of presciption drugs or not, in one interview with Richard Dreyfuss, RD mentioned his world got "letterboxed" - the highs weren't so high and the lows not so low. Tops and bottoms were trimmed. And he knows what's happened and is content with it.

In your case, you know the difference in you when your taking that stuff and when your not.

So here's the big kick in the fucking gut question - what do you want, and what are you willing to do or go through to get it?



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10-08-2006, 07:41 PM, (This post was last modified: 10-08-2006, 07:42 PM by JohnDoe1984.)
#3
Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
Did you ever get a hint of them possibly making depression episodes more intense or tend you toward more extreme behavior and feeling like consiquences were minor details? That seems to be the prevailing theory among the anti (anti-depressant) crowd. They even out day to day emotions but make tendancies towards violence easier, probably by design.
&We didn't have education. We had inspiration. If I was educated, I'd be a damn fool.&
-Bob Marley

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10-08-2006, 07:50 PM,
#4
Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
Everyone [and their brain] is different so no-one can tell you what's best. However I took prozac years back to fill the gap [actually vast vacuum] coming off a harcore decade long opioid habit. That stuff worked BUT it's like smack or soma as i found it ironed out everything to a level. IE: no ups or downs. You can say this was the point but I don't think we're meant to be that way. Partially I wish we were...

Also my last partner went on Effexor [lucidane or something] and within 7 days went totally frikkin mad. She stopped washing up and being tidy and even worse went out with a brick and smashed all my car lights. She then went to quote

"drive it into the canal"

until I climed on the front as it was moving, movie style and tried to kick the wind-shield in.

Mmmmm... sounds like healthy brain change to me.
"We are just glorified monkeys in suits.... show me where it's written we should be able to model the cosmos?!" -Terence McKenna, 21st Century Bard
R.I.P-ranks Terence. I miss your take on life.
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10-09-2006, 05:27 AM,
#5
Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
Thank you guys for your wonderfull responses. There is one last thing I going to try before I go back to being a Zombie. I going to try doing a little excercise, maybe that will make a difference.
In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal.

As a reputed atheist, the reverential nature of his film was surprising, but Pasolini himself said &If you know that I am an unbeliever, then you know me better than I do myself. I may be an unbeliever, but I am an unbeliever who has a nostalgia for a belief.&


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10-09-2006, 11:51 AM,
#6
Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
Weyland, please consider the words of your creator. Drugs (incl. anti-depressants) will never deal with the root cause. Also check the link in my sig.
Quote:Why are you downcast, 0 my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God. (Psalm 43:5)

Find rest, 0 my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him. (Psalm 62:5)

Anyone who is among the living has hope. (Ecclesiastes 9:4)

Everything is possible for him who believes. (Mark 9:23)

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. (Psalm 34:18)

Surely he [Jesus] took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows. (Isaiah 53:4)

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. (Psalm 147:3)

The LORD upholds all those who fall and lifts up all who are bowed down. (Psalm 145:14)

James 4:8 - Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

James 4:10 - Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.

Psalm 34:18 - The Lord is close to the broken-hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

Romans 15:13 - May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.
Some natural (& quite obvious) means to stabilize mood: regular sleep, nutritious food, exercise & uplifting company. Do not drop prescription drugs quickly, phase them out slowly, while informing your doctor. Most importently you will need the help of the Lord Jesus Christ. Ask him from a sincere heart, he will answer...:)
'Prove and scrutinize all things; hold fast that which is good.'
'And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather expose them.' Paul of Tarsus

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10-12-2006, 08:45 AM,
#7
Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
Quote:I really am, life was just better. I was happier, I could keep jobs longer cause I did not have that I DONT GIVE A FUCKING SHIT FACE!!
Chicks dug me more cause I had that sorta funky smile(probably thought I was on weed). The worst thing could happen to me and I was( O well fuck it!!) I would go out and buy some shit and it would make me soooo fucking happy. Now I am one sorry piece of shit. I have lost like 5 fucking jobs this year because of my SHIT FACE. I was like assistant manager at one place and the fucking manager kept repeating the core values of this particular corporation. I was like thinking to myself what a fucking idiot mind controlled asshole. Stupid fuck does not know that he does not mean jack shit to this fucking CORPORATION besides some fucking digits on some fucking computer screen. Fucking asshole was a Venezuelan wet back that should have stayed in his country and sucked Chaves's dick! Shit I was there like a MAN to make my money CAPITALIST style not to put up with any GAY shit about fucking core values or any other shit. FUCK we are fucking little fucking hamsters in a little fucking hamsters tread mill never going anywhere.


FUCK THE FUCKING FEDERAL RESERVE!!

LOVE WEYLAND!!

For what its' worth I'm not a great inspiration but do not go back on those drugs unless you are severely depressed and as a last resort. Pharmaceuticals are worse in many ways than most street drugs (I don't condone either) plus you will be contributing to the pockets of these evil, greedy, filthy, bastards. I hope and pray that a good job comes your way...one that agrees with you. You have a strong personality and passion and can think for yourself. Those are good characteristics in my view if harnessed properly of course. I work for a large company full of a lot of arrogant people who play suck up, talk about sports and chicks as if their is nothing else in the world. They also talk about how smart they are but I see through that b.s. it's as if "degree'ed" people think their a cut above everyone else and they walk around all proud and spout hubris. Not all of course but a good share of them. I have a control freak for a boss but I just do my job and do it well and she stays off my back. Talk about b.s., we have these "diversity" classes and I'm told all the time that I need to attend one to satisfy my requirements. I think, f you all, I spend more time delving into geo-political news, study different cultures, talk to people all around the world (here at CC) and I need one of their "globalist'' diversity classes? I see through that b.s. and have told my supervisor that it's my belief that diversity separates us rather than brings us together as a cohesive culture (assimilation). I see benefits to it of course that is if one wants to know about anothers culture and doesn't know jack all about it, but it's insidious, much like our border problem. The minority is given special treatment and being told to embrace their culture even though competing cultures can cause a degradation in the overall culture.

All their emails have a globalist slant to them since we are international and they are incrementally pushing globalism on the workers who just don't get it.

Geeze now I'm the one ranting. ;)

Stay cool Weyland, and I'm hoping things turn around quickly. Sounds like you have some useful skills that need to be put to good use.

I don't know if it will make you feel any better but I waited 10-years for the right woman to come along and a don juan I am not, nor ever was. It was well worth the wait. If a woman can't accept you for who you are, without meds mind you, it's her loss, period. Patience is a virtue as the cliche goes, but it is true. :)
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10-12-2006, 08:52 AM,
#8
Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
Quote:Weyland, please consider the words of your creator. Drugs (incl. anti-depressants) will never deal with the root cause. Also check the link in my sig.
Quote:Why are you downcast, 0 my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God. (Psalm 43:5)

Find rest, 0 my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him. (Psalm 62:5)

Anyone who is among the living has hope. (Ecclesiastes 9:4)

Everything is possible for him who believes. (Mark 9:23)

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. (Psalm 34:18)

Surely he [Jesus] took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows. (Isaiah 53:4)

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. (Psalm 147:3)

The LORD upholds all those who fall and lifts up all who are bowed down. (Psalm 145:14)

James 4:8 - Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

James 4:10 - Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.

Psalm 34:18 - The Lord is close to the broken-hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

Romans 15:13 - May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.
Some natural (& quite obvious) means to stabilize mood: regular sleep, nutritious food, exercise & uplifting company. Do not drop prescription drugs quickly, phase them out slowly, while informing your doctor. Most importently you will need the help of the Lord Jesus Christ. Ask him from a sincere heart, he will answer...:)


Nice reply! :)

Regular sleep is a biggy (as well as the aforementioned things) and I just bought a juicer. Man do I feel better. People say it's expensive but I just replace a meal with a nice glass of juiced carrots, grapes, apple and celery. (and other variations). Cut out all fast food and processed sugars where and whenever possible as sugar is a downer.

Above all, Jesus Christ
Yo
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10-12-2006, 03:18 PM,
#9
Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
Quote:
Quote:Weyland, please consider the words of your creator. Drugs (incl. anti-depressants) will never deal with the root cause. Also check the link in my sig.
Quote:Why are you downcast, 0 my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God. (Psalm 43:5)

Find rest, 0 my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him. (Psalm 62:5)

Anyone who is among the living has hope. (Ecclesiastes 9:4)

Everything is possible for him who believes. (Mark 9:23)

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. (Psalm 34:18)

Surely he [Jesus] took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows. (Isaiah 53:4)

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. (Psalm 147:3)

The LORD upholds all those who fall and lifts up all who are bowed down. (Psalm 145:14)

James 4:8 - Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

James 4:10 - Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.

Psalm 34:18 - The Lord is close to the broken-hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

Romans 15:13 - May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.
Some natural (& quite obvious) means to stabilize mood: regular sleep, nutritious food, exercise & uplifting company. Do not drop prescription drugs quickly, phase them out slowly, while informing your doctor. Most importently you will need the help of the Lord Jesus Christ. Ask him from a sincere heart, he will answer...:)


Nice reply! :)

Regular sleep is a biggy (as well as the aforementioned things) and I just bought a juicer. Man do I feel better. People say it's expensive but I just replace a meal with a nice glass of juiced carrots, grapes, apple and celery. (and other variations). Cut out all fast food and processed sugars where and whenever possible as sugar is a downer.

Above all, Jesus Christ

I know all the lyrics to rappers delight...does that make me a member of the sugarhill gang?

If you need to go on SSRIs...then do it...dont let the quality of your life depend on what others think...they are there for a reason and approved because they are shown to work.

Think of it as adding a special tool to your belt until you perfect the craft of life.

If you feel better on them...do it. Dont forget to try and have someone to talk to while you are on them because sometimes your feelings can be misleading.

Dont let jesus stand in your way...Hes not real.
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10-12-2006, 05:42 PM, (This post was last modified: 10-12-2006, 05:45 PM by rockclimber.)
#10
Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
Quote:
Quote:
Quote:Weyland, please consider the words of your creator. Drugs (incl. anti-depressants) will never deal with the root cause. Also check the link in my sig.
Quote:Why are you downcast, 0 my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God. (Psalm 43:5)

Find rest, 0 my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him. (Psalm 62:5)

Anyone who is among the living has hope. (Ecclesiastes 9:4)

Everything is possible for him who believes. (Mark 9:23)

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. (Psalm 34:18)

Surely he [Jesus] took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows. (Isaiah 53:4)

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. (Psalm 147:3)

The LORD upholds all those who fall and lifts up all who are bowed down. (Psalm 145:14)

James 4:8 - Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

James 4:10 - Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.

Psalm 34:18 - The Lord is close to the broken-hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

Romans 15:13 - May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.
Some natural (& quite obvious) means to stabilize mood: regular sleep, nutritious food, exercise & uplifting company. Do not drop prescription drugs quickly, phase them out slowly, while informing your doctor. Most importently you will need the help of the Lord Jesus Christ. Ask him from a sincere heart, he will answer...:)


Nice reply! :)

Regular sleep is a biggy (as well as the aforementioned things) and I just bought a juicer. Man do I feel better. People say it's expensive but I just replace a meal with a nice glass of juiced carrots, grapes, apple and celery. (and other variations). Cut out all fast food and processed sugars where and whenever possible as sugar is a downer.

Above all, Jesus Christ

I know all the lyrics to rappers delight...does that make me a member of the sugarhill gang?

If you need to go on SSRIs...then do it...dont let the quality of your life depend on what others think...they are there for a reason and approved because they are shown to work.

Think of it as adding a special tool to your belt until you perfect the craft of life.

If you feel better on them...do it. Dont forget to try and have someone to talk to while you are on them because sometimes your feelings can be misleading.

Dont let jesus stand in your way...Hes not real.


Listen to what others think because the SSRIs that you put into your body are a physical and mental poison. SSRIs (all the school shooting kids were on them) are the easy way out. I applaud your effort for going off them. Good friends and even counseling will help you through any source problem that caused your depresssion. Here in America we like to take the easy way out of everything, carrying the same baggage while popping our pills. (not saying thats you Weyland)

If you feel better on them it's a false illusion. It's a temporary fix to some problem that needs to be resolved. Resolve the problems and you will respect yourself and will be able to move forward in your life knowing how to use the tools to address those problems.

If anyone is on SSRIs and need counseling because of misleading thoughts (like shooting up schools) I would say open up to your counseler and demand to be weened off the poison. The weening off process must be taken slowly and cautiously as any slight alterations will cause strange thoughts and mental repercussions.

For those who say Jesus is not real.....prove it.
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10-13-2006, 02:07 AM, (This post was last modified: 10-13-2006, 02:09 AM by SerialExpLain.)
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Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
Quote:Did you ever get a hint of them possibly making depression episodes more intense or tend you toward more extreme behavior and feeling like consiquences were minor details? That seems to be the prevailing theory among the anti (anti-depressant) crowd. They even out day to day emotions but make tendancies towards violence easier, probably by design


I totally agree with this. IMO, they are great for short-term use if you are emotionally labile and you need to have that addressed to function. They flatten the highs and lows, some people prefer to feel the full spectrum of emotions. Society rewards automatons, you WILL function better in society if you are:

1) Naturally like that.
2) Can be induced to function like that.

The trouble I see with antidepresants is that they seem to induce poor impulse control. Hence, people have no trouble overspending and other forms of risk-taking behavior and the consequences of those behaviors could ultimately leave you worse off than before.

Ask youself, are you depressed, are you anxious, are you irritable? A minor tranquilizer to take p.r.n might be all you need.
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10-13-2006, 02:29 AM,
#12
Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
Go find a better job like a chinese food restraunt and just chill there for awhile, and go out in the mountians and hike, you dont even need htat much stuff, just carry basic stuff, enjoy nature and look for some old kung fu master guy in town and learn some martial arts, and then go meditate and get into the sea of knowledge or WHALES.
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10-13-2006, 04:11 AM,
#13
Really Considering Going Back On Antidepressants
Get back on the suicide pills if you really want

I dont endorse drugs, but why not try smoking some weed?
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