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12-05-2006, 12:33 AM
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Hello And Such
hello all.
i just found this forum, but i've been an active user of conspiracytracker, never noticed the forum before tho. o_O anyway, i'm a little bored so i thought, why not bore other people with my ranting? hehe. i got introduced to conspiracyfact about a year ago, a little more. before that i was quite the confused fellow. in my teen years (13-15 about that, im 20 now btw) i was interested in politics and tried to find my place in this world of ours. i read a lot about communism, nazism, socialism, anarchism etc etc. i went from one sheep-hole to another.. i was really unhappy and angry. heh, and yeah, i sacrificed my soul to satan when i was like 12 haha, but have of course realized i can't give away anything since i own everything that is me. i read infinite love is the only truth by david icke and that got me into conspiracies. since then i've seen countless documentaries, read a few books (didn't read before, hehe) and my view of the world have changed completely. i read as much as i could on the internet about energy, vibrations, infinity, consciousness, the sub-conscious, space and time, quantum physics and more and so much of what i read mind-blasted me. i feel like it's a quest, trying to find out as much as i can about what the fuck everything is about you know, i've never had such a profound feeling of.. hm, evolution i guess. meaning, i don't know. it changed my life too, when i "woke up" (or whatever term you use). i quit my job, sold all my stuff and left my apartment. it all felt like bullshit anyway (and always had..). lived with my brother for some months and later moved away from my town and in with my girlfriend. now i've been away from everyone i know (except my gf) for like 3 months, with no tv or computer (until a week ago). i've just been, it has been really weird. im moving back now. it feels like this post is getting too long and i'm losing myself in it. hmm.. i guess somehow this ended up with me trying to tell my life story or something. the point is it feels like something big is gonna happen, like im in the middle of a little wave that will gather more power and turn into a huge fucking tsunami, it feels kinda good.:) ah, i had a story to tell too.. a couple of weeks ago i ate alot of cubensis mushrooms and had some intense experiences (first time i used psychadelic drugs since i got into conspiracy-research). i was in outside in a huge graveyard, the trees was dancing for me and i was floating around. i felt like i was just energy trapped in my body. the feeling of wanting to fly outside the body was intense. anyway, the cool thing with this trip was that i went into a mode when i started to see how our reality was created. i saw many mathematical and ancient signs in the sky (i wish i had a pen and paper so i could have looked em up on google) and it seem to shape a mathematical pattern. everything felt like it was some sort of grid hold together by formulas. the same night i also had experiences with expanded consciousness. with trees, the sky and ground.. i'm gonna stop typing now since it's already too long. anyway, glad to be here! hope someone gets something out of this post, maybe someone can relate. the future is gonna be.. very interesting.:)peace! |
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12-05-2006, 01:29 AM
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Hello And Such
welcome to the forum
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12-05-2006, 01:54 AM
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Hello And Such
Welcome, nice avatar :joint:
The belief in 'coincidence' is the prevalent superstition of the Age of Science. &I don't understand why you're taking such a belligerant tone when you're obviously the ignorant one here. & -triplesix |
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12-05-2006, 07:04 AM
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Hello And Such
welcome tecresrm. :smile: i like your story. i wonder if you've read Michael Talbot's book called The Holographic Universe? I'm sure Icke refers to it in 'Infinite Love is the Only Truth...'. Anyway, you might dig this panel discussion with Talbot and others... Holographic Universe Panel Discussion (35mb mp3)
&its just like.. doood ya get the best barrels ever dood..
its just like.. ya pull in and ya just get spit right out of em... ya just drop in n just smack the lip.. whabap.. drop down.. zibbaaaahhhahahah.. n then after that.. ya drop in.. ride the barrel.. and get pitted.. sooo pitted like that& - surfer dood Northern Alberta Surface Water Study
check it out: www.nasws.ca ~ the life sound ~
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12-05-2006, 07:57 AM
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Hello And Such
Greets
The InfoUnderground TiU Radio http://www.TheInfoUnderground.com |
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12-05-2006, 05:11 PM
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Hello And Such
Nice to meet you, and I, too, enjoyed reading your post.:)
Don't believe anything they say. And at the same time, Don't believe that they say anything without a reason. ---Immanuel Kant |
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12-05-2006, 09:33 PM
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Hello And Such
welcome
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12-05-2006, 10:02 PM
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Hello And Such
Quote:welcome tecresrm. :smile: i like your story. i wonder if you've read Michael Talbot's book called The Holographic Universe? I'm sure Icke refers to it in 'Infinite Love is the Only Truth...'. Anyway, you might dig this panel discussion with Talbot and others... Holographic Universe Panel Discussion (35mb mp3) interesting you should mention that since i've been wanting to read that book since i heard of it. but i've been extremely low on cash so i haven't bought it yet. thank you very much for the link! and thanks everone for the warm welcomes.:) |
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12-06-2006, 04:34 AM
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Hello And Such
Sorry dudes. Just testing.
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12-06-2006, 02:15 PM
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Hello And Such
welcome tecresrm
yea good intro, I used to take mushrooms maybe a few times a year and felt it really kept me in check with the larger universe, preventing me from getting too bogged down in the mundane day to day society, I havent partaken in a couple of years now, and fell I need to get back on that one, exept nerveriuosness about how they might effect me now is a factor, but hey thats just being too overly entrenched in society, hats off for the lifecource and welcome to the forum |
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12-28-2006, 02:05 AM
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Hello And Such
Quote:welcome tecresrm I know what you mean by being "too overly entrenched in society". It can really have an impact on your personality, I've felt it. But if you changed society to reality it becomes something different. Hmm.. I was nervous last time I ate (the one in topic) I was a little nervous so I just went slow and ate as many so I got into a mood were I really digged it and hold it there, worked great for me. And just don't try to understand any one who isn't also eating them. :dazed: |
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12-28-2006, 02:20 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-28-2006 02:25 AM by solar.)
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Hello And Such
Welcome to ConCen Forums, tecresrm!:)
And have a "rip-roaring" 21st birthday, today! :P May you experience many more, and ... ... peace, prosperity, health, wealth, and friendship: May they all be yours in your upcoming years. ;) |
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12-28-2006, 03:35 AM
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Hello And Such
Howdy.
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