A Question for Christians on God

[hilly7]

Quote:I've got a question.

I am/was/not sure in limbo right now, if the lord is real.

First off, I dont get why he would choose only 144 thousand people of his choice to go with him to the "Higher Heaven" and leave the rest of use in "Normal Heaven" I just dont get it? It's in the bible, deffo quoted it wrongly but you should know what i mean.

There is war/ death [CHILDREN FUCKING DIE SOME EVIL DEATHS] but "He the lord" does nothing, BUT HE LOVES YOU! .... WHAT!

I cannot believe it, I'm a farther and I'd fucking slap the head off anyone that touched my child, Why doesnt he do anything if he is REAL!?

Please I'm Irish Catholic born and breed, I still teach my son to believe in god, and respect the bible for now. But, man i'm so fucking confussed in the head if he is real.

Yeah theres stories of him, But answer me this: Would you believe there was a God if nobody wrote the bible?

I mean ffs the "LORD" SITS BY OUR SIDES, HIS ALWAYS THERE FOR US, ha! Yeah Right.

Trust me when i say this I DO WANT TO BELIEVE THERE IS A GOD, but I am finding out more and more in my everyday life and stories from the past, that prove more so that there is not, rather than there is.

Funny as it may sound, I still bless myself while passing a church, but, i weirdly say "I pray you are real"

Think of nature, the Mayfly lives for what one or too days then dies, we live roughly 80-100yrs est. then die.
It's the way of life, just because were human beings doesnt mean were anymore special. We live / We die that's it.... and after that DARKNESS..... I'm starting to believe this is the way more and more, and nothing yet has convinced me otherwise. But I pray something does.

I'm fucking SOOOOO confused when it comes to religon now in this day and age :sad:

So was I. I'm not that knowledgeable on Catholic, I was born in the Baptist take on it. For some I have had the honor of speaking with, there was darkness, and some wish it would have been that simple. I don't know, other than what they tell me on that side. I know their change is real. There is a Light that is different from what can be explained in words, a perfect light. I think sometimes all religions put some man into God, but that is wrong. The KJV is close, but then again, close only counts in horsehoes and handgrenedes.

The world belongs to the devil, and so we are behind enemy lines, just my take. I relate much of what I know to everyday in my life, and this is one such instance. We have twins born to a goat, one is blind. They all cross the fence at the creek, when it's down, into my cousins field. Now it may follw it's mother, or possibly another goat into the field. Everyday, my youngest daughter and I spend about 30 minutes catching it to put back into our field, where no dogs or cayotes will cross due to the Llamas. One day, we may miss the baby, but everyday we look. Once it is Mark's field, it is out of our safety zone, and falls prey to his Pitbulls and Cayotes, both have attacked and killed his cows, and threatened people. We challenge them ocassionally, and so far we've won. Now if should this baby goat go back into the field in the dark, we will go after it if it cries out, but mostly, it is of it's own free will. As it grows into adulthood, we will still help all we can, and if it cries out we will defend it, but free will plays a part in this.

Positive energy never dies, it becomes transformed. If you saw what comes next, you'd be unhappy here, but we're not given that choice. Who knows, if I was to pick a group of people to be with, I'd pick the best. When children die, I assume that they go to Heaven, or at least to be with God. Death is a curse for some, but a blessing for many others. I look at this earth as a proving ground, money doesn't count, who looks smarter doesn't count, who aquires the most don't count, looks doesn't count, is the heart and soul that does. We choose allegiance to one side or the other, either man, or God.

The 144,000, I do not expect to be included in, I would be happy to just be where I was over 3 years ago. I never read a lot of the Bible, and still don't, but yes, one should be able to view the world and know there is a God. Many here seem to attemt a quote from Indian Tribes, so here is one that is real. A man asked a cheif one day why all TeePees faced the east, of which the cheif replied, "To thank the Great Spirit for a good day." The man was puzzled and laughed. "But how do you know it will be a good day." The chief looked back and said, "If you can not find good in the day, the fault is not in the day. The fault is not in the Great Spirit. The fault is in you." They didn't have a Bible.