Nitrous Oxide -- the secret of alchemy?

[drew hempel]

http://mothershiplanding.blogspot.com/2008...of-alchemy.html

[Easy Skanking]

I got high as hell as a 9 year old kid in the dentists office when wearing the nitrous "Clown nose" for what seemed a really long time. The walls were breathing and waving and I felt like I was floating off the chair/table.

It's also popular at raves while on MDMA.

[drew hempel]

O.K. so I was determined to counteract that perv attack which was initiated in my last post. Basically the chi in my lower tan tien gets converted to jing so that there's a strong heat sensation and then that jing gets converted to seminal fluid, so that soon I feel the reproductive organ filling up. Again this is the OPPOSITE of when my vagus nerve is activated, shooting out love-light through the pineal gland. So the goal of the perv is to activate their parasympathetic nervous system....

I just took action by sitting in full-lotus outside, in 30 degree F. weather, since the room was full of a gaggle of young females, one of which had been the very attractive spread-eagle chick who had sat right in front of me. As my vagus nerve pulsated the energy into her the perv attack was being counter-acted so I was happy. And since this was a yin-yang exchange I was generating heat to counter-act sitting on the cold metal bench.... her friend adjusted herself to block my view, since obviously what I was doing was a bit strange. But the vagus nerve keep pulsating since eye contact is not necessary (the energy goes through walls, ceilings, floors, etc.) and I knew that I was SENDING or giving out energy so I just waited with the pulse of the vagus nerve building up.... Then right as mutual climax was finally building the lady-in-waiting moved her head to the side to get around her friend blocking her view. Now she and I had direct eye contact and I stared into her eyes as she could now soak up the energy in full intensity. It took about 30 seconds to a minute for the mutual climax to occur and she then immediately shifted her head back, from what was obviously a dramatic slant. And there it was, perv attack fully countered and even built up into a new, higher energy level.

Biking off happy I realized I was hungry. Since I went 8 days on half a glass of water I know that hunger is just a nerve sensation that is superficial and can be ignored and countered, but I sort of made a promise that I'd gift myself food. 8 days on half a glass of water was amazing but also really intense. I go to the grocery, load up on a yogurt special, some cheap meat, and apples are in season but I can't eat them straight -- so there goes that half pie discount deal. Amazingly it wasn't THAT sweet (saving the meat and yogurt for the next day). I saunter into the bookstore, knowing full well that my perv buddy is working and he, too, would attempt to take my high level of energy.

Sure enough I discovered a great book -- Elgin's Australian aborigine shaman book republished by Inner Traditions in the early 1970s. I had read one of his other books which was in a pulp format so I thought he was just a really amazing popular writer, not a full-fledged academic anthropologist, as this book indicated.

What I've always wanted to know is what exactly is the "crystal" that is inserted into aborigine shamans. Obviously not a real crystal right? Or... it's never been clear. But then Elgin spells it out -- the crystal is sacred water as a liquid crystal which transfers the power to the shaman in training and then crystallizes. Now that's EXACTLY what Taoist shamans do with their "yin-yang water." Suddenly the question posed at my http://gnn.tv new posting had been answered -- what exactly is the alchemical stone, if not nitrogen?

My answer is what Chunyi Lin stated recently at one of his retreats, relayed on the spring forest qigong forum at learningstrategies.com -- when encountering energy blockages or pain in the body the best thing is FORGIVENESS because the blockage is emotional.

I realized in my full-lotus last night that it's actually 4-give-ness as in the Tetrad 1:2:3:4-give-ness. The alchemical stone is the yin-yang harmonics 2:3:4 (yin is 3:4 and yang is 3:4 resonating out of pure consciousness reflected as 1:2). As so the alchemical agent is not the sulfur-nitrogen dynamic (as much as I've relied on sulfur to counter the nitrogen!) nor it is the hydrogen-oxygen dynamic of healing water (even though water has a special tetrahedron negentropic quantum geometry)... nor is it the carbon-magnesium photoreceptor bioluminescence secret... it's all of those and more (a free knive set included).

Anyway so I also discovered a really excellent, concise, new "dawnkak" book - I'm hacking the spelling. It's basically Korean qigong based on the concept of "brain breathing." But he does a good job about sex as healing energy -- then refers back to an earlier chapter on acupoints of the body, showing a shoulder point and I thought an eyebrow point or something. He includes a chapter that is basically the small universe as well -- hot down the front and cold up the back.

I didn't think much of the book at the time. But I sat in full-lotus going over the book and had another O at a D with a young female in the store. At first she actually came up behind me, waiting close by and amazingly we had a first O at a D through the back of my head, while I was standing.

As I try to leave the store my perv buddy is waiting with my backpack as collateral for some free energy. I instinctively have my eyes covered with my hat since the eyes shoot out the energy. But he calls me on it, referring back to my salvia experiment where I saw rainbows around my hands with my third eye, even though I had a hat over my eyes. So I remember something I was going to relate to his newly self-published book and when I look into his eyes this energy shoots into him -- or rather he soaks it up. He's kind of old and sickly so I've done quite a bit of full-lotus healing on him in the store. Anyway then I head towards the door as I'm talking but he responds back and as I look back, he's FRANTICALLY bouncing, shaking, twisting and contorting his one leg in a desperate attempt to pull up energy to create more seminal fluid for himself.

Immediately the same thing happened. Strong heat in my lower tan tien, as the chi was converted back to jing, then the reproductive organs starting to fill with fluid. I just respond something like "All right, see you later." But I'm really thinking, "what the hell!" I mean his leg was going bonkers. I had seen him bouncing his leg ferociously one time in the mall when I was standing and he was sitting, in an attempt to suck up my energy, but this was out of control....

Anyway I sit in full-lotus from maybe 10 to 1 with some breaks, to the Kasai Allstars trance music -- congotronics. When I sleep I dream that I'm in this room with older ladies and they want my energy. One of them touches me on the exact same two acupoints I had been pondering in that Korean brain breathing book. My body starts pulsating with energy and she says to the others, "oh my what have we here." I say I need to sit down and she says, no you're not. I insist and there's a circle of chairs where they're gathered. She says "but you can't meditate." I say fine because all that matters is that I go into full-lotus. Then the circle's energy goes sexual and there's two males kissing or something in front of me and then the females start touching me. I think we'll at least I'm in full-lotus so I'm all right. Then I wake up realizing that I wasn't really in full-lotus but it was too late now.