Depressed as fuck

[SiLVa]

Sorry to hear of your troubles MMG. Everything will come around. Its easier said than done sometimes but try not to stress too much. A lot of times depression is a product of how you are perceiving the "problem". Maybe all thats needed is a bit of a change of your outlook on the issue. And sometimes, it just takes some time to get through.
God doesnt always answer everyone's prayers, and sometimes that may even work out in your favor.
I wish you all the best with whatever it is your going through. :caress:

[JazzRoc]

It's utterly useless how difficult it is for each of us to comfort each other. What's been said so far has been kind and useful. Each of us is essentially alone, and maybe distracting ourselves isn't a bad idea.
I go for walks myself - and take my sad little dog with me. She distracts me with her joy at being out and about.
I endorse both the left brain/ right brain idea, and the golden moments idea - helpful insight is possible.
Not to worry - a hundred years from now it won't matter.:)

[mastermg]

Lol
I woke up I guess, much better:)Kinda solved the problem a bit. It'll take time but atleast im not numb headed anymore :P
Thanks family!

[mastermg]

I thought I'd bump this up again. Its been almost two weeks when I started this thread but I feel like talking about my luck with things.
So since the beginning of this week, everythings has been going totally wrong for me.
Sunday, I get get into a car accident. I was the passenger but we hit a car and thank God it wasn't big. I just bruised my knee, no problem.
Monday, all the stress caused me to forget my girlfriend's birthday >.< Were in a long distance relationship and theres not much I can do to make up for it. She said its alright but told me to take a break for a while until I clear things up and then return to her. Its now Saturday night, we haven't spoken, and I dont know if my messages have been reaching her or shes ignoring me:(
Tuesday, super drama at my class. We had a group lab and the scientific report was due on the last day, which was Friday. Me and my friend have been waiting patiently for this one girl in our group to help us. Apperently, we caught her ditching us, telling us shes eating lunch but really work with another group leaving us screwed because our data wasn't "correct".
Wednesday, just some intense studying for the final next day. My friend is leaving the country Thursday and gave me things to hold on to until he returns because he trusted me.
Thursday, managed to study for another final, write the whole report, and visit my friend once again. I finihed working at 1 am.
Friday, just super tired.
Saturday, went to the gym, and then my friends house and then the mall. After the mall, I went somewhere and popped my trunk open...
Almost everything was gone. All the things my friend told me to hold on to have been jacked. This included a longboard (skateboard), 3 hookahs in their boxes (1 was mine), an expensive, modded, airsoft mp5 gun, and little things that were all his.

Im not sure what will happen tomorrow. Im so screwed I have no idea what to do. The whole theft thing did not add up what so ever. There is no forced entry marks, my doors were all locked, only a few friends knew I had things I was holding on to but only I have the keys to my car. I made sure everything was in tact the night before and I checked the evening the next day and noticed things gone. I reported it to the mall security because thats the most likely place I might have been stolen but im witing for them to check the cameras.

On top of all this, I dont feel depressed anymore. I dont feel any emotions after last week. I havent felt joy in a long time. Im on summer vacation and im still stressed out.

[mastermg]

I think Ill print this out.

[April]

HEY! :D

I have to take the dog out and run some errands..... but you can expect a reply from me. Take that as a warning if you like! :D

hope your hangin in there MMG. :)
more later.....

[April]

So first, what's happened since then?

When does your friend come home? Any info on those security tapes?

The theft issue is kind of a creepy story. I hope you get to the bottom of it..... and i hope your friend is understanding.

I think your emotionless feeling is due to the shock.

I guess the forgetting birthdays thing happens also!
3 or 4 years ago, Daniel forgot my birthday! I was so upset! We were still in washington. There was a fantastic concen celebration, I had plenty of emails by early in the morning. Phone was ringing. The day was great.... except for that! It practically ruined the day. He was working insane hours and we rarely had days off together. He was stressed for months and my birthday fell in the middle. I still harass him for it..... so don't think that you can easily live this down. :P Next year, she will just remember that YOU FORGOT HER BIRTHDAY last year...... so don't think your going to get off easy! :freaked: Being in a long distance relationship probably makes it more difficult too. Hope you connect with her soon MMG. :(

Trust what's happening to you.... I think you can handle it all! It's a little chaos in the pages of the life of MMG. Hang in there man. B)

I wonder how many folks read your post and wished that they had your problems! ;)
Thanks for venting with us though, and i hope things start adding up soon for ya. Even if things might not go the way you planned, I've learned that the unexpected that evolves is what tends to bring the understanding in the end.
Chin up friend. B)Thanks for sharing!

[mexika]

I get laid and then smile....

[mastermg]

Quote:So first, what's happened since then?

When does your friend come home? Any info on those security tapes?

The theft issue is kind of a creepy story. I hope you get to the bottom of it..... and i hope your friend is understanding.

Well I called the security today but the guy in charge headed home already so im waiting for tomorrow to try again. I doubt they found anything though or they would have called.
My friend comes back in 3 weeks, hes mad lol but were trying to get to the bottom of it. Were wondering who else knew I was carrying his stuff, and how they managed to break in without a trace.

Quote:I think your emotionless feeling is due to the shock.

I guess the forgetting birthdays thing happens also!
3 or 4 years ago, Daniel forgot my birthday! I was so upset! We were still in washington. There was a fantastic concen celebration, I had plenty of emails by early in the morning. Phone was ringing. The day was great.... except for that! It practically ruined the day. He was working insane hours and we rarely had days off together. He was stressed for months and my birthday fell in the middle. I still harass him for it..... so don't think that you can easily live this down. :P Next year, she will just remember that YOU FORGOT HER BIRTHDAY last year...... so don't think your going to get off easy! :freaked: Being in a long distance relationship probably makes it more difficult too. Hope you connect with her soon MMG. :(

Thanks for sharing your story:)made me feel better lol. Shes over it for now I guess, but I do have a feeling she wont forget :P
Ill try to make it up to her somehow though. Kinda difficuly online, but maybe when I see her sometime.

Quote:Trust what's happening to you.... I think you can handle it all! It's a little chaos in the pages of the life of MMG. Hang in there man. B)

I wonder how many folks read your post and wished that they had your problems! ;)
Thanks for venting with us though, and i hope things start adding up soon for ya. Even if things might not go the way you planned, I've learned that the unexpected that evolves is what tends to bring the understanding in the end.
Chin up friend. B)Thanks for sharing!

Thanks a lot April ;)
Appreciate it. B)

[mastermg]

Quote:I get laid and then smile....

:LOL:

:P

[TriWooOx]

Stay postive mate!!!

I'm not to good at the moment either, basicaly going to quit my job in sept/october to go to west bank/gaza for a few months but so much thinking about what do i do when i come back were do i live etc..

[mastermg]

Quote:Stay postive mate!!!

I'm not to good at the moment either, basicaly going to quit my job in sept/october to go to west bank/gaza for a few months but so much thinking about what do i do when i come back were do i live etc..

Thanks:)

Wow I wish I could go with you lol. Do you know what cities in the west bank? Thats real good though B)

[TriWooOx]

Not sure yet, will be going with the ISM..

wont know anyone there etc, so should be intresting to