A Call From Home

[ccarota]

Hey Concen Readers,

I guess I'm an egomaniac, but I thought I'd start a topic about me, just for fun and prosterity. :tongue:

First off, I hope everyone is well, becuase I haven't been reading the forums this last week. I'm on a farm in PEI, using dial up access in a room lit only by candles. Ok there's no candles, but I feel like I'm in the dark ages out here not able to download anything. Standvast's occult book collection is just taunting me with its measly 166mb... But I am home for a while... the weather is beautiful, my family is around me, and it's wonderful to be where I was born. I don't know how long that will be, but there's way to post and upload like I was last month. The reason was, in May I was working a night security shift at the construction site. I know what you are thinking.. Chris couldn't hammer a nail straight so they put him on the graveyard where he'd he wouldn't break anything. I assure you, it's not the case (i hope)... my stint as a carpenter has now become a full on apprenticeship. When the carpentry work was done, the only way I could get enough hours to qualify for the program was to continue to work at night for 6 weeks... so I did it.

The Vampire Shift... Seriously, it was one of the hardest things I've ever done, just being out of synch with the system and sleeping all day. But, it gave me a chance to start writing again... and you've seen what happens when I have that kind of time on my hands. That little office trailer had internet access, and in between flashlight patrols, I published Entheogens on their connection, which I thought was kind of rebellious. When one of my mentors threatened me legally to remove it from the tracker, I knew I was on the right track. Then I got sucked into posting by the serial-questioner SerialExLain (thank you for doing that). I started writing about gnosticism and the material creator, things I'd never had the guts or gusto to explain before. i guess expLaining it was just as educational for me. Mothandrust, if you are reading this, I read your site and I started writing a response to your final post, and never finished it. But it will get done, there is far more to say on the subject. Also, SerialExplain, I'll have a post to make in the Aeons and Archons thread as well, and thank you for that as well.

have to say thanks to Standvast for all his occult contributions of late... they helped suck me into reading and posting more than ever. His Manley torrents gave the tracker a metaphysical kick start and opened things up alot. Great knowledge to be found, which helped us pose questions about freemasonry, secret societies and hidden knowledge in general. I think that there is always more to say about manley hall, because maley hall always has more to say. Har har. Anyway, thanks to standvast for all his "secret teaching". Please, keep up all your great uploads, I keep em seeded so I can get them later.

Another thing that was profound, startling and funny was my personal discovery of synchromiticism and "The 911 Stargate" on Jake Kotze's "The Brave New World Order" website. I stumbled there through a Occult of Personality podcast posted on the tracker by someone cool. I don't know who you are, but thanks. The first video I watched was the one where he links super mario brothers, mushrooms, the arc of the covenant and the pyramid complex at giza with the 911 attacks as a shamanic stargate. Whoa... I was writing and posting all night, and it was the end of a 12 hour shift, but I felt I had to post these videos on ConCen before I left... so I rushed, misspelling the authors name and using the word cubist instead of cuboid... anyway, I someone noticed it and started re-uploading the torrents with personal insults to me written in the names and descriptions (you need glasses) which I thought was hilarious. For a while. Either it was the author himself (I'm sorry man, I was tired) or it was someone who I'd pissed off before. Or possibly both.

Then I started using sigs and avatars.. big step for me, after avoiding it all these years. I guess I wanted to nmake astatement, but do it in a slightly different away than most. Meanwhile, on the forums, I was noticing a certain tone from some of the mods... they were acting like they had a pact or something and seemed to agree on everything, expecially zionism. Alot of the zionism researchers would chime in and also agree... everyone would nod. Nobody was dissenting and it seemed like a generalized consensus was forming... and as it did the tone became to get more overtly focused on action and progress, with discussion and self education being characterized as useless. There was an undertone of militarism and cynicism, and accusations of cowardice. That alwasy pushes my buttons for some reason... especially when its people I know who openly supported discussion, education and non-violent action in the past. But they say the greatest zealots are the converts. To me, ConCen was still a discussion forum, and posting was a form of self education, so I posted responces and acted like they knew that. I hoped they'd understand that I was speaking as a dissenting voice, and not personally attacking anyone for their statements. I know they are good people, and have done more for me than any government has... I rely on them and I try to work as a team. We can't give up. The illusion of conflict cannot deny that fact that we are all seeking the truth.

My responses to the David Duke's "Jewish Supremecism" and The Protocols were an honest attempt to understand why these documents exist, and not just becuase of their content, but their overall effect they have as a part of society. That's the way I approach these questions, and I know my responses can be somewhat,... abstract. But that ensures their truthiness, and trust me, they alwasy have a clear thesis, its right there in the beginning. The rest is usually sources references and my attempt at a logical explanation. A lot of it is personal experience, emotional rant, and my wild imagination. I think we need all these tools to get at the truth, and I use them as proficiently as I can, sometimes I indulge. What can I say, I can be a tool too. We are all apart of a controlled reaction... and some of us have a more dramatic reaction than others, eh?;)Anyway, I may ]disagree with Og''s approach sometimes, but his hard work and technical expertise shouldn't go enmentioned. He helps keep this place operational, and that’s not something we can forget. Og, if your sig pic is partly inspired by my posts, it is nice to know i still have some influence around here.

To Scott, I just want to say emphatically, again, that I don't think you are any kind of supremacist... I know you think I was implying that, but I wasn't. I belive you have a convictions, you take responsibility for what you say and do with an open mind, so all the more power to you. I think all of you points and questions have value, and that comes across best when you state the case with objectivity. I know you haven't made up your mind about everything, there is always more to know. As promised, I am writing on a response after listening to the david duke book right now. Hopefully its ok if I call you Scott, even if you have shed your old name.

Can't forget about Ben (faust), mister funny man and his ball twisting commentary. Good to see you back, buddy. By the by, I enjoyed posting in that Richard Dawkins comment thread you put up on the tracker. I don't know if you saw it, but you should take a look. I twisted his balls into a knot. Actually there was a lot of ball twisting and busting going on around here, Deathstickboy as self proclaimed head of that department, but he might have a few positions open. I guess we all have our roles to play, and its best if we can switch them around every once in a while. By now you should know that if someone asks me a question, I have to try and answer it honestly. So please, be careful and respect that... like ben's question about the prupose of secret societies, or Og asking me to "describe the system". Answering these questions with accuracy was f'ing tough, and almost made my head explode. I tried to make it digestible, off-the-cuff and honest. Hopefully I hit the mark... but you never know. But I want to thank all those who ask the tough questions for asking them, even if it seems like a conflict at the time, these questions must be asked and we should all try and answer them for ourselves if we can.

Congratulation are in order for Ephilution, Mifune and Hei Hu Quan... phil, I alwasy enjoy your torrents, and thank you for contributing to so many topics and discussions on the forums. You have a grounded and well rounded approach, and I think you'll make a great addition to the moderatti. Mifune, I think you are a great writer, your posts are breath of fresh air and reason. Your time here has paid off, and you'll make a great mod. HHQ, you made a big impression in a short amount of time, and fit right in like you've always been here. Good luck in your new position... remember to hold off on that ban key if and when I piss you off.

Although she's already a mod, but thanks to Inheritor, just for being cool, in general, for all her work on the concen store and for helping promote the site. I think you're very talented, and hopefully you keep up your work... and its wonderful to see art applied to the hidden issues and symbols of history, because it does so well at expressing and capturing the truth. So you'll always have a patron here.

As for our founder, Mike, I always picture you riding around in that convertible like a retired internet billionaire, the guy who invented the cyber equivalent of printing press, applied the right market techniques and got it to the poeple who needed it most. Its about time you were able to enjoy the fruits of your labor and watch your legacy grow. Hopefully you'll keep posting, becuase I have alwasy found you funny and intelligent, even when you're yelling... and honestly, you don't do that much any more. You just seem happy, and thats great.

Overall, the site seems to be moving in a positive direction, and by that I don't mean "democracy"... I mean towards a more harmonic anarchy of different oppinions and approaches. I now remember how much I enjoy posting here, interacting with everyone, and reaching a readership of researchers, but this last month has felt especially ConCentrated in action. In my mind, we are now the Number 1 Conspiracy Site, so I thought I'd write a personal log of what been happening and celebrate it a little. I'm looking forward to the radio show and whatever the future may hold.

Best wishes to everyone, and hopefully you are enjoying the summer as much as I am.

-Chris

[solar]

Thanks, Chris, for all your posts !:)

Keep posting ...:D

... even with "dial-up" !!:LOL:

You are ConCen's resident warrior ...B)

... and shaman.;)

[Ognir]

Did Chris mention everyone by name but the person that pisses him off the most:geek:?

Funny I remember some chats from Co Re where Mairi wanting to ban your ass and if I remember I asked you to be a Mod. :biggrin:

It wouldn't happen here, you are a fence sitter imho. Since you are not prevvy to Mod chat here, anyone that was pro-what-Og-stands-for was barred from being a new Admin, by me, we already have RCS.

I'm the current boss of CC, but it will be a continuation of what Mike started until he gets back.

However my point of view is valid in my eyes and will continue to be I hope

Saying that, Chris the Fence Sitter :biggrin: :biggrin:

You add alot to CC, you have friends here and let me tell you that I'm not one of your enemies:geek:
We just differ in many ways and that adds to ConCen so don't be pissed off, keep posting, you fight our enemies and I'll fight *my enemy* and time will tell but we are fighting *an* enemy

Og

[ccarota]

Hey Noel :biggrin:

If I'm a Fence Sitter, I can live with that... have you ever tried it? its very uncomfortable, and it keeps you on your toes as you try and balance yourself:)it can be fun...

I didn't not mention your name intentionally, but you are right... about alot of things. You do piss me off the most, but obviously thats a compliment, and somethign yer proud of. Thanks for saying what you did. I will keep posting.

Chris

[SerialExpLain]

Quote:Then I got sucked into posting by the serial-questioner SerialExLain (thank you for doing that).

Haha..the serial-questioner...that's me. Glad I got you sucked into posting Chris :biggrin:

Quote:Also, SerialExplain, I'll have a post to make in the Aeons and Archons thread as well, and thank you for that as well.

I look forward to that.

Enjoy you summer Chris :smile:

[Ognir]

Quote:I will keep posting.

:biggrin:

I'll keep you on your toes:geek:

[Hei Hu Quan]

Quote:HHQ, you made a big impression in a short amount of time, and fit right in like you've always been here. Good luck in your new position... remember to hold off on that ban key if and when I piss you off.

No worries, it would never be my intent to use such a weapon either recklessly or injudiciously. If Ognir or others even sensed that about me they'd never have presented me with such a measure of office.

Glad to see you carrying on in good stead, your posts have been very informative on the whole Chris. In reading your points in this current posting, I see where you had stated:

Quote:Meanwhile, on the forums, I was noticing a certain tone from some of the mods... they were acting like they had a pact or something and seemed to agree on everything, expecially zionism. Alot of the zionism researchers would chime in and also agree... everyone would nod. Nobody was dissenting and it seemed like a generalized consensus was forming... and as it did the tone became to get more overtly focused on action and progress, with discussion and self education being characterized as useless. There was an undertone of militarism and cynicism, and accusations of cowardice.

Looking at this from a different perspective, I'd have to say I disagree with parts of the summation. We are at war, make no bones about it and it is defensive from the perspective of a public wishing just to live their collective lives in peace, security and a measure of prosperity. It is long-standing warfare on every level undeclared, warming and absolutely covert in nature by forces wishing to crush individual freedom, creativity and empowerment. This is the great truth that is not spoken and lives, freedom and survival are at the very core whether people choose to see and recognise it or not. We have been manipulated, brainwashed, conned and fucked with incessantly, with more weight added to the bowing mule's back. Ever more, ever more... the greed is insatiable, their mocking hate rising with the tide of their arrogance, their drive for power is an the accelerating force into the immovable object of our fierce determination to be free. They push on further, and further, driving harder and harder lulled into the fantasy by their advisers that the public is stupid, distracted and asleep. This is as they say the "full court press" and for them there is no turning back, as they've come as close to their legacy goals as they have ever been. They are losing fast the infowar and the hearts and minds of the masses are turning, slowly but intractably ever forward. The IllumiNazis realise one thing, that if even one of their criminalities is exposed full bore it will cause an avalanche against them. Every one of their lies and vile future propagations will be discounted and condemned, thus anything they say will be catalogued as agenda and fabrication. Then the house of cards falls and they will thrash out with fury and desperation like the child who removes his ball so the others can't play, but on a bigger, uglier and deadlier scale. This is the world and future they've brought to our doors, and did any of us order it? Absolutely and unequivocally not!

So all of us in the throes of this are on decidedly different levels of recognition and survival mechanisms. In times of peace, engaging in the subtleties and intellectual discourses on the size, texture, odour and origin of the mad elephant raging towards you might be a lark. But in the real world where it's not a game, those quaint luxuries are obstacles and worse distractions from fact. The war they have launched upon us is illegal, immoral, inhuman and outrageous. Once more it is organised, tightly and compartmentalised in cells so that the full scale of IllumiNazi operations are never fully compromised and brought before justice. So to secure what vestiges of freedom, power and survival we do have left, we must be suitably organised to challenge the terror as one. This means utilizing our inherent universal and incontrovertible rights to the maximum as they were sanctified and intended. To accomplish this if one is truly serious, infighting and general inter-hostilities should be challenged instead into positive, progressive advancements based on commonalities contrary to inflaming and disparaging differences. How long before we toss that tactic straight back into their shocked faces and wipe the gullibility and shame from our countenance? We can advance and grow together learning from our differences and accepting the limitations of where we all are right now, to unite and fight rather than fall to the deployed traps of divide and conquer. Unless someone is an open negative troll looking to deploy destruction, and they are just a soul looking for truth sincerely, then guide them with understanding. Tolerate real fools with silence rather than antagonism, but if they are looking for a ruck and you are clearly in the right, punch their heads into their neck and defend yourself. If it escalates, and the mods don't catch it, try and settle your beef via PM, and if it continues, bring it to the attention of a moderator for review.

People are myriad in their differences, knowledge-bases, experiences and sentiments. Meet them where they are and unite the commonalities, if you reach a disagreement try and understand where the person is coming from or ask for a simple clarification, with a manner of mutual respect and civility. If you arrive at an impasse leave it there and move on. We need consensus, and accord tempered with respect and diversity of opinion. Let's forge ahead in a common path and show these cowardly motherfuckers of the infernal light, what a free, unified, formidable and determined people are truly made of.